1st day at 1U

so now here i am
i can stil feel scare
start worry bout my money
coz i never know how to arrange it
bt nt i hav to wisely to manage it
DIE!!!

interview for few jobs
waiting for second interview
n now i feel like i'm all alone
but all i know i cant be lazy
if i wanna stay here
i hav to workhard &
change my attitude
i stil feel confused bout my future
its blur =(

this is my 1st day
i feel very tired
i stil cant recognize the way to go home
its the 1st time how i live alone
i learn how to survive