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我差点忘了我的目的
我的梦想 我最想要做的事情
突然觉得越来越远
胆量和战斗力竟然因为工作和周围的环境给忘记了
本来最近还很伤心的
不过突然我遇见了些东西
那个正能量刺激了我
让我很想向前冲
一个人的价值如何提高关键于他如何对待别人和提升自己
倒数2天我就要在新的环境工作了
我的工作能力一直都有在进步
很开心我没遗失了我的梦想
my plan is still on...
=)

30th June..Half year already

tis few days
i cook myself
walk alone
try to b independence
when i'm alone sure i miss my family

confused bout elle or topshoTopman
finally i decided elle
2moro is my 1st day
gud luck
nowadays my skin bcum dark..
n my eyes like panda
really like a malay gal nw

found a book,
"the key"
it help me to found out my confident
n i longer feel confuse bout my decision
life is short
juz do wat v wanna do
if v really think tat is rite

1st day at 1U

so now here i am
i can stil feel scare
start worry bout my money
coz i never know how to arrange it
bt nt i hav to wisely to manage it
DIE!!!

interview for few jobs
waiting for second interview
n now i feel like i'm all alone
but all i know i cant be lazy
if i wanna stay here
i hav to workhard &
change my attitude
i stil feel confused bout my future
its blur =(

this is my 1st day
i feel very tired
i stil cant recognize the way to go home
its the 1st time how i live alone
i learn how to survive

it been long long time i didnt update my blog
i get hurted..
i learned from it..
i must be tough
nowaday i know tat i very unhappy of my life..
bt i'm alone
from my family from my job from my BF
bt whos know n who care
i hide it all
i mute, i yield, i quit!!!
bt i dont lose

i need a mask
sometimes i cry in the middle of night
i cant share anything to anyone
coz no one wil understand it
no matter wat had happpen
i keep smile
u wont see me cry
those sadness juz i wil know
coz its life

no matter i happy or sad
life still goes on
time still goes on
i will keep on show my smile whether its sincere

now i just need money..
i realize time is a money
i cant waste
i cant miss any chance!!
i wont simple show my emo & ego anymore

i hav my plan, i cant share
i wanna prove to world
imma gone
i wont back til i success
i hav my dream..
i'll reach it

3/4

now a day many people lack of time to update da blog.. including me
busy of my life.. but gain nothing in my life
feel like wanna hav a new life at a new place
but not sure if i can do it...
where can i find a new job tat really suit to me?
without arguement , with peace..
no idea =(

I'm yearning those days..
especially tat day...
i like the moment tat juz belong to me
1st time i live my life alone without phone at a stranger place n
i did many things tat i never do b4... i like tat feeling
nobody knows wat i hide for n wat happened on those days but me... ^^
i'll keep it deep into my heart coz tats my 1st experience
i very enjoy my off day n my annual leave.. really
n 1 for sure i very happy

Hmm..
Gud news... now i'm reserved for someone..
reserved for someone who really very care about me
suddenly my life no more scandal..
so hard to accept it... =(
hope i deserve wat i paid.

so miss u rite now... =)

0522

她去了槟城
明天又去KL了
不知道为什么这次我很舍不得
她变了很多 我们变得比以前更没话说
让我想起以前我们小时候的很多事
20年后的现在
彼此有自己的生活了
看着很熟悉的她 却发现自己对她很陌生
我不懂能和她说些什么
但至少我现在知道我能做些什么
该做些什么
我太被保护了
变得怕事
我真的没必要害怕踏出自己的第一步
我会学习像你所说的
tryna be smart n be good
i'm tryna not to be the stupid 1..
i'll learn from my failure..
u know wat
tis time i'm serious..
i need to change my attitude...
i always proud wif u n u really change me
made me realize...