30th June..Half year already

tis few days
i cook myself
walk alone
try to b independence
when i'm alone sure i miss my family

confused bout elle or topshoTopman
finally i decided elle
2moro is my 1st day
gud luck
nowadays my skin bcum dark..
n my eyes like panda
really like a malay gal nw

found a book,
"the key"
it help me to found out my confident
n i longer feel confuse bout my decision
life is short
juz do wat v wanna do
if v really think tat is rite

1st day at 1U

so now here i am
i can stil feel scare
start worry bout my money
coz i never know how to arrange it
bt nt i hav to wisely to manage it
DIE!!!

interview for few jobs
waiting for second interview
n now i feel like i'm all alone
but all i know i cant be lazy
if i wanna stay here
i hav to workhard &
change my attitude
i stil feel confused bout my future
its blur =(

this is my 1st day
i feel very tired
i stil cant recognize the way to go home
its the 1st time how i live alone
i learn how to survive

it been long long time i didnt update my blog
i get hurted..
i learned from it..
i must be tough
nowaday i know tat i very unhappy of my life..
bt i'm alone
from my family from my job from my BF
bt whos know n who care
i hide it all
i mute, i yield, i quit!!!
bt i dont lose

i need a mask
sometimes i cry in the middle of night
i cant share anything to anyone
coz no one wil understand it
no matter wat had happpen
i keep smile
u wont see me cry
those sadness juz i wil know
coz its life

no matter i happy or sad
life still goes on
time still goes on
i will keep on show my smile whether its sincere

now i just need money..
i realize time is a money
i cant waste
i cant miss any chance!!
i wont simple show my emo & ego anymore

i hav my plan, i cant share
i wanna prove to world
imma gone
i wont back til i success
i hav my dream..
i'll reach it