Sunday, 30 October 2011


我的梦想 我最想要做的事情
my plan is still on...

Thursday, 30 June 2011

30th June..Half year already

tis few days
i cook myself
walk alone
try to b independence
when i'm alone sure i miss my family

confused bout elle or topshoTopman
finally i decided elle
2moro is my 1st day
gud luck
nowadays my skin bcum dark..
n my eyes like panda
really like a malay gal nw

found a book,
"the key"
it help me to found out my confident
n i longer feel confuse bout my decision
life is short
juz do wat v wanna do
if v really think tat is rite

Sunday, 19 June 2011

1st day at 1U

so now here i am
i can stil feel scare
start worry bout my money
coz i never know how to arrange it
bt nt i hav to wisely to manage it

interview for few jobs
waiting for second interview
n now i feel like i'm all alone
but all i know i cant be lazy
if i wanna stay here
i hav to workhard &
change my attitude
i stil feel confused bout my future
its blur =(

this is my 1st day
i feel very tired
i stil cant recognize the way to go home
its the 1st time how i live alone
i learn how to survive

Monday, 6 June 2011

it been long long time i didnt update my blog
i get hurted..
i learned from it..
i must be tough
nowaday i know tat i very unhappy of my life..
bt i'm alone
from my family from my job from my BF
bt whos know n who care
i hide it all
i mute, i yield, i quit!!!
bt i dont lose

i need a mask
sometimes i cry in the middle of night
i cant share anything to anyone
coz no one wil understand it
no matter wat had happpen
i keep smile
u wont see me cry
those sadness juz i wil know
coz its life

no matter i happy or sad
life still goes on
time still goes on
i will keep on show my smile whether its sincere

now i just need money..
i realize time is a money
i cant waste
i cant miss any chance!!
i wont simple show my emo & ego anymore

i hav my plan, i cant share
i wanna prove to world
imma gone
i wont back til i success
i hav my dream..
i'll reach it

Sunday, 3 April 2011


now a day many people lack of time to update da blog.. including me
busy of my life.. but gain nothing in my life
feel like wanna hav a new life at a new place
but not sure if i can do it...
where can i find a new job tat really suit to me?
without arguement , with peace..
no idea =(

I'm yearning those days..
especially tat day...
i like the moment tat juz belong to me
1st time i live my life alone without phone at a stranger place n
i did many things tat i never do b4... i like tat feeling
nobody knows wat i hide for n wat happened on those days but me... ^^
i'll keep it deep into my heart coz tats my 1st experience
i very enjoy my off day n my annual leave.. really
n 1 for sure i very happy

Gud news... now i'm reserved for someone..
reserved for someone who really very care about me
suddenly my life no more scandal..
so hard to accept it... =(
hope i deserve wat i paid.

so miss u rite now... =)

Sunday, 6 February 2011


她变了很多 我们变得比以前更没话说
看着很熟悉的她 却发现自己对她很陌生
tryna be smart n be good
i'm tryna not to be the stupid 1..
i'll learn from my failure..
u know wat
tis time i'm serious..
i need to change my attitude...
i always proud wif u n u really change me
made me realize...

Sunday, 21 November 2010


就这样的 我算是熬过了吗?
我有种想辞职 什么都不做的感觉
就这样的 我今天放了好多次空
把自己弄忙 不想呆在家
回家的路上 觉得今天的天空很美丽
live my life yea~