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now a day many people lack of time to update da blog.. including me
busy of my life.. but gain nothing in my life
feel like wanna hav a new life at a new place
but not sure if i can do it...
where can i find a new job tat really suit to me?
without arguement , with peace..
no idea =(

I'm yearning those days..
especially tat day...
i like the moment tat juz belong to me
1st time i live my life alone without phone at a stranger place n
i did many things tat i never do b4... i like tat feeling
nobody knows wat i hide for n wat happened on those days but me... ^^
i'll keep it deep into my heart coz tats my 1st experience
i very enjoy my off day n my annual leave.. really
n 1 for sure i very happy

Hmm..
Gud news... now i'm reserved for someone..
reserved for someone who really very care about me
suddenly my life no more scandal..
so hard to accept it... =(
hope i deserve wat i paid.

so miss u rite now... =)

0522

她去了槟城
明天又去KL了
不知道为什么这次我很舍不得
她变了很多 我们变得比以前更没话说
让我想起以前我们小时候的很多事
20年后的现在
彼此有自己的生活了
看着很熟悉的她 却发现自己对她很陌生
我不懂能和她说些什么
但至少我现在知道我能做些什么
该做些什么
我太被保护了
变得怕事
我真的没必要害怕踏出自己的第一步
我会学习像你所说的
tryna be smart n be good
i'm tryna not to be the stupid 1..
i'll learn from my failure..
u know wat
tis time i'm serious..
i need to change my attitude...
i always proud wif u n u really change me
made me realize...

3rd

就这样的 我算是熬过了吗？
我有种想辞职 什么都不做的感觉
就这样的 我今天放了好多次空
我不想把我的不开心放大
把自己弄忙 不想呆在家
又乱了次序
回家的路上 觉得今天的天空很美丽
可惜没拍下
live my life yea~

2nd

i'll be alright within 3 days
Yeah!!
sure i can do it!!
DONT THINK NEGATIVE!!
tats juz a small matter
my life still goes on yo
i wont let small matter make my life bcum suck
n i really very lazy to pretend
be friendly yea~
MuackZz♥♥♥

22 oct

22 oct is my lucky day
haha...
i learned a new thing
n i can handle it
whoa hu~
n.. da most important is .. tat i hav a nice day
2day sumone is on leave
i quite boring
bt my sale is okay lor..
next monday wil transfer new staff
haiz
wat wil it b?
juz look forward yea...

fight

juz now v hav a long talk
bt i tot u nt fully understand me
i wish v wil hav a long talk again

someone is tried to break me down
thx 4 urs action yea
stupid chick!!!
ur reaction made me noe who is my enemy
cha can keep going shoot me

SO WAT!!

do u think tat i wil care watcha said?
Nope sry!!
cha better fight me off bfore i knock cha now..
haha

last
congratulation to my sis yea
u get a high position d...
haha
bt i wil get it soon~

12 oct

look,
sumthing happened again
all the things tat happened to me all my training
i'm learning to solve all
wat i want is nt only these
everyone has ambitions
i want out of box

so i tried nt to let little things bother or distress
i dont know tat would ruin my life or to help me succeed
bt i noe i hav no choice
i gotta do tat
so i hesitate to continue to move forward!!!